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Oil Ocean
02:25
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All these people tell me I'm so bad
didn't mean to cause you misery
all these friends and lovers that I've had
Doesn't anybody miss me
They were never real
I don't wanna be a bother
I can't help but feel
Like I've upset everybody
Don't break the bend just go
Don't wanna be alone
You say that you'll be there
And honesty is rare
So tell me how to feel
I'm so tired I'm so bland I wish I could fucking stand on my two feet
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2. |
Broke
04:41
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Tell me why I'm broke
These words cut into me like daggers
I can't seem to dream
Cause I've been losing sleep
I can't seem to fall asleep
My dreams are lacking stable means
I wake up feeling dead again
I still can't rest and it's 10 am, I'm sick
Show me what I've been missing
Don't leave cause I've been waiting for
A chance to ask you what you offer
And every single step I take is 20 from you and everything that you do could make me swirl
And even when I'm crying wanna run back to you and that's fine
I can't seem to understand this trial
You always said that money makes you smile
I won't be the one to stop you
And everything you ever put us through
Honestly I've never met a girl who lights her cigarettes like you
I know we have no money but smoking is what helps us get through
I'll show you I'll disappear
Nobody will find me here
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3. |
Watermelon & Rum
03:36
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I believe something else is following and every step I take will lead me farther from the truth
I'm far away from you
I don't know why I let everything get inside my head
Tie me up and let the neighbors call the cops cause I don't care anymore
This is your last chance to say
Turn away when you look at me but don't expect apologies
This is your last chance to say I never loved you anyways
Waste away breathing deep and laying in this space, sneak out your house so you can see what I mean, I'll meet you at the park after dark around 3
Let's replace the air you breath with something with some taste, what a drag that we've become I'm just laying back down when this is all done
Take the high road I won't see tomorrow
I'm so tired wish that this was over
Bite me right now and if you wanna see the blood rushing out then you gotta get mad
I'm alone and I'm rejecting things that could break my capacity and make me collapse and breath
Bite me bite down and if you wanna see the blood rushing out then you gotta get mad
Im alone in this pit that is me, the epitome of selfish and lonely things
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4. |
Caught Up in a Lie
03:25
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Caught up in a lie
Cutting all my ties with her
Never have I felt so ordinary
So scared that you'll often point your finger at me like I'm the one to blame for everything, your presence still lingers in the form of a stain on my bed sheets
I'm tearing all your posters off the wall, I'd like to see your face when they burn tonight
I am such a disappointment to you
Tell me what is new, with your life
Nothing's fine but I'll be getting over you
Even though I saw this coming
I think about you when I close my eyes
Please just tell me I mean something to you
I'll hold you in my arms so tightly you can't breath against me
I can't believe she said to me
Don't worry my dear, I could of wrote a song about anybody here but it's you, it's only you
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5. |
Turning Back the Clock
03:47
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I could buy a thousand dreams for a dime, all these flavors of light and it's lime, palm planted to face this light has no taste, calling all the cowards to the shrine
Separate time to make the same mistakes, levitate, you cannot fix what is not broken
Obstruct my view of everyone around me I'm blind for you
Breathing deep in the car alone, I think about you like a broken bone you're snapped in half and not healing fast.
Pent up I can't get out my life's so messed up, I'm fresh out, I spilled love all over everything except us, what love?
I don't wanna know how the story goes, not where it begins, not even the end, everywhere I go people wanna know would I change my past is that mistake my last, turning back the clock, would I even stop?
Tell me I'm a wreck and I'll get over it, get over it
I just wanna be somebody, take me to the bedroom baby please give up on me, no one thinks that I'm that special I don't have that much potential anyways
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6. |
Interlude
01:20
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You are suffering, at the hand of me, I don't think I could bare to watch, the thoughts of you have been forgotten girl
Now I see you look away from me, everything you say to me, I'm tired of apologies
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Cold Blooded
03:36
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Pull me up from sleep, I've been waiting here for days for you to waste some time on me, I've got ill intentions with everything I do and everything I say to you
I didn't want your sympathy and honestly I'm growing weary
I always knew that you would come and go but tonight I know I'm gonna stay
I try to find you but you're so misleading, I think we both know that I have you figured out
We lived happily inside our temporary home, what a fucking joke, we're still better off alone
Even though you'd stoop so low I'll still always think of you, and how I'm glad you left and how you clearly don't think things through
I'm not talking about love
I wouldn't know it anyway
Cold blooded but you're so seductive, I try my best to keep my hands off her symmetrical curves
I heard you like the way I move, just come a little closer and I'll tell you the truth, I said ooh, I don't wanna spend tonight alone
She said she don't play games, but she's swinging those hips like a tidal wave, I want to drown in you, just pull me out and I'll push through
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Wolf Dr.
04:07
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I like the dress that you wore last night but it was so cold, I can't remember the things I did cause I'm not sober
I told you that I'd do better, don't wake me it's still December
You told me that you'd do anything to do the things you wanted to come true
I called you and you didn't want to see me, but I showed up anyway and I got up in your face, and I said
don't you leave I'm almost better, it's been so cold baby it's still December
Please don't let me freeze, I'm already broken, take it out on me
Wish we could have spoken
You could be the one I draw these pictures of in the margins of my papers, I'm always thinking of ways to have more for me
The smell of cheap perfume and R&R help me remember who you really are
This is my memory of you
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9. |
Don't Forget About Me
04:17
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Woe is he of excessive faith, id like to think of heaven as a solitary place, standing close to the edge of fate, the skies are disappointments of broken gates
Don't walk away, I still remember the look on your face, and I'm still wondering why, why I left this world behind
Don't forget me when I disappear
Sit back down cause this is really happening I don't know how I'm gonna make it through it this time
You're so far from me, you seemed so much closer but I finally cut you off from my shoulder
I welcome change even if it will tear us apart, I can't control my heart
I'm lost, can't seem to find anybody around, cause I've been waiting for you, you've been evading me and lately I'm fading
Take me back into my downstairs bedroom where we were known to do what we do when the moon would show it's face by the afternoon
Never really meant enough to throw it away, because I didn't even see it till I saw you today, and now I'm really fucking feeling like a kid anyway so just stay
Don't forget me I know I try to disappear, I'm not even real
Tell me one more time that I'm still alive
Something tells me I'm not ready for what I'm expecting I'm so tired of this so tired of this
I'm better off when I'm nowhere to be found, I'll keep myself drunk in bed inside my parents house, I'm locked inside with time to kill, I'm abusing sleeping pills
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10. |
Galaxy God
04:52
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Stars fall through my hands
I'm drifting further away from
The oceans and the mountain ranges
I'm overcoming cosmic changes
I need some air to maybe keep me alive
I'm still going and there's no end in sight
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
I hope I make it home to you
This is my elegy
Am I fighting demons or am I asleep
I hope you know I didn't go intentionally
Will you be waiting
Will you be waiting
Always knew that I'd end up dead all because of you
You're drifting away as I plot my escape
Locked up in the confines of time and space
What I wouldn't give to fall to the ground
A little atmosphere to keep me down
No more breath in the air the keep my chest from collapsing
I'm having trouble staying conscious and happy
I had a dream that we danced with the stars
I had a dream that it all fell apart
I'll never wake myself to tell you the truth
What am I supposed to do
I've turned my back on my family and friends just to prove myself
And every love that I've let go, every lie I've ever told
Everybody who thinks of me wishes they could forget me
Always knew that I'd end up dead all because of you
You're drifting away as I plot my escape
Locked up in the confines of time and space
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